Monday, October 12, 2009

Not Me Monday - finally back?

Welcome to another Not Me Monday, sponsored by MckMama. Head on over to her place by clicking on the button above and see what others have "not" been up to this week.

I have not, for all practical purposes, recently abandon my blog. (I know, a few of you actually noticed. Thanks for the checking in, you know who you are).

This did not happen because earlier this summer I did not hit a wall, emotionally wise. I have not, during this time, slowly isolated myself from some friends and the people who love me. I am not, currently, working to re-build some connections and fix that little problem.

I have not spent the last month reliving every moment of this time frame a year ago, when we said goodbye to Seth.

I have not, during this last month, continued to fall behind on what-feels like EVERYTHING. I do not continue to be behind on the laundry, etc. I have not given up hope of ever catching up!

I'm hosting IOW Tuesday tomorrow and I have not been procrastinating writing my post (although I HAVE got it all written in my head). I'll get that up in the morning.


Lucy and Ethel said...

Welcome back :)

I'm sorry I didn't realize yesterday was Seth's angel day. I hope you had some Seth signs.

I can relate completely to your 'state' of being, although we're on the verge of Jeffrey's 12th angel anniversary. For weeks I've been submerged in the revisions of the book, which have taking me back down our own road over and over and over again. I'm not sure why this revision has seemed so much more emotionally-charged than the others, but it has.

Just further proof that it never ends and that I'm most thankful for lots of distractions!!!

Hugs from NC -


Kathryn said...

It was just yesterday that i was realizing how long it has been since you wrote. But i knew you were coming up on the anniversary. I do understand distancing. Sending you hugs. :)

Millie said...

I'm so sorry you are going through this. I'm praying for you!! Hugs!!!
Millie and Colin

JD said...

Thinking of you and your famil this week, Kathryn. You've been on my heart, and in my prayers.

Angelica said...

Glad to see you are back! >>Hugs<<